My fourth term of being a college student is almost coming to an end. This Friday is the start our final exams. Okay, so time flies as I always say. It’s been three months of non-stop studying, chatting, laughing and chilling with my best college buds. Things get really easier when we work together, sounds cheesy but YES.
Next term I’ve got only two classes with them. My schedule is kinda screwed up; there will be days when my day will start at 6 in the evening. Yes, some of my days will start at six. Totally screwed up, and everyday excluding Friday (and weekends) I’ll go home from school at 9. I know that sucks, I’ve been cussing my schedule ever since. I don’t have someone I know who has the same damn schedule as mine. Okay, so here’s the thing. I am not used to meeting new people, especially if I already fit in very much with the group of friends I have; nor even used to being alone. I don’t have courage to walk with me and only me. I usually get stuck with the same group of friends forever, basically because I love my friends and I don’t hate (usually). I know it’s not hard to make new friends; the thing is a lot of those people already have their own groups and I don’t think I’ll be very much welcome. So, yea, you might think I’m a freak. I really am kinda freaky but I do get well with people most of the time. I am super shy. As much as possible I limit myself with people I’m not close to. So yeah, I really think I’m going to have a hard time adopting the kind of college life I’ll be living next term. Hopefully, I’ll meet people like my friends. Uhhg, I just can’t imagine how my life will turn out next term. LOL.
Why am I even talking about this crap? I know I can do it. I can and I will. I’ll try to be a social butterfly next term. Yea, like WHATEV. LOL. So, I think I just have stay positive. That’s it. I’ll just carry on. LMAO!
xo, nikka. (September 2, 2010)
PS. I was not able to post this earlier for my internet connection sucked. :(
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