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Eversince I started posting blogs, I haven't yet posted something that will make a good read. I never posted anything that is full of thoughts and information. I always post random things, random happenings and all things that pops naturally in my head. This post will be another one of those random ideas I've got. I type words that pops in my head, write random stuff from any topic, but actually my head is blank. I have a lot of ideas going around my brain everytime, but everytime I try to write and share it my brain hesitates. It almost feels like my thoughts are running away from me everytime I try to share them. Sounds stupid, eh? Yeah, I realized it's insane. Kinda bit complicated, but that is how my brain works. LOL. If you have been reading everything I post, you will notice that all those things I have posted are actually the things I'm experiencing everytime. I've been writing like this blog is my personal journal, and I realized it really is. (Thanks to Cupcake.) As long as I don't hurt anyone with what I write, and I don't break any rules, I can express myself more. I should really be expressing more, and caring less about other people's comments and reactions. After all, I write to express what I really think. One of the things I reflected this month, is to care more about who I think I am and not what others think about me. I should have visualized that before. I always envision that people will only criticize me, that everything I do will be judged. Now I know. I know that no matter what others say, I will still be me, and no judgement or critisizm can change who I am. So for those people, who had problems with their self- confidence, try boosting your ego. I have always been the shy girl, never expressing what I really think, never really participating in anything. I will try to boost my ego a little bit more too. There really is no problem with that, after all we only live once. We have to live our life the way we wanted it to be, and not the way critics say. If you think your happy with your low self- esteem, then don't change yourself. You are always good with what your happy with. A little thought I have today: No matter how insane your attitude is for others, if your being yourself, then you are an AMAZING PERSON. And no one can hinder that.

i'll try being more confident form now on. wish me luck. lol. XD
that's all. thanks for taking time to read my post.

xo,
nikka ♥